It’s ok fren, not everyone is special and most of us just kinda live. There’s nothing wrong with that, you just gotta find things that make you happy and not care what others are doing.

Maybe it has something to do with your round rump fren, try doing less squats.

hi fren it's not about 'how far' you get or what anyone tells you to achieve, it's all just about you being happy so please don't go too hard on yourself fren you are awesome

Being able to try again, even tho you feel like you're not making any progress is an achievement in of itself, fren. You should be proud of that.